Easter weekend :) (Taken with instagram)
I never thought that you would be the one to hold my heart
But you came around and you knocked me off the ground from the start
You put your arms around me
And I believe that it’s easier for you to let me go
You put your arms around me and I’m home
How many times will you let me change my mind and turn around
I can’t decide if I’ll let you save my life or if I’ll drown
I hope that you see right through my walls
I hope that you catch me, ‘cause I’m already falling
I’ll never let a love get so close
You put your arms around me and I’m home
The world is coming down on me and I can’t find a reason to be loved
I never wanna leave you but I can’t make you bleed if I’m alone
You put your arms around me
And I believe that it’s easier for you to let me go
I hope that you see right through my walls
I hope that you catch me, ‘cause I’m already falling
I’ll never let a love get so close
You put your arms around me and I’m home
I tried my best to never let you in to see the truth
And I’ve never opened up
I’ve never truly loved ‘Till you put your arms around me
And I believe that it’s easier for you to let me go
I hope that you see right through my walls
I hope that you catch me, ‘cause I’m already falling
I’ll never let a love get so close
You put your arms around me and I’m home
You put your arms around me and I’m home
Love of mine,
Won’t you lay by my side,
And rest your weary eyes,
Before we’re out of time,
Give me one last kiss,
For soon, such distance,
Will stretch between our lips,
Now the day’s losing light.
Oh.
Bring me your love, tonight.
Bring me your love, tonight.
Lost at sea,
My heart beat is growing weak,
Hoping you’d hear my plea,
And come save my life,
As the storm grew fierce,
An angel was certainly near,
I knew there was nothing to fear.
Bring me your love, tonight.
Bring me your love, tonight.
No I am not where I belong,
Bring me your love, tonight.
No I am not where I belong,
So shine a light and guide me home.
No I am not where I belong,
So shine a light, guide me back home.
Your Vortex 7/15/11
Every time you walk into the room, I feel my heart hit the floor
It’s like every emotion hits me all at once
With my stomach turning, I make my way to the door
You thief, you stole my heart, but you don’t seem guilty of the crime
You just walk around so perfect, so flawless, and I’m trapped in time
I’m stuck in your vortex, again, again
You haunt me like a ghost, but tell me why I’m the invisible one. Oh, tell me why
Those baby blue eyes just suck me right on in
I swear everything about you makes my broken heart grin
But look at me now, all alone in your vortex
No trace of you, I’m just standing in shipwrecks
But look at me now, all alone in your vortex
No trace of you, with my soul starting to infect
Oh, I’m stuck in your vortex, again, again
You haunt me like a ghost, but tell me why I’m the invisible one
Oh, tell me why. Tell me why
Oh, gravity
Why have you failed me this time? I was comfortable. I was content. I was perfectly fine with where my feet stood. I walked through my days contemplating on myself and what I wanted for me. But now look. Look what you have done to me. I am the most vulnerable I have ever been. I am not walking with my feet on the ground, but now in the clouds. Oh, gravity. Why have you failed me? You have turned everything I’ve ever known upside down. I care more than ever. I think more than ever. I love more than ever. I hate this state that I have submitted to. I feel weak. I feel stripped of my independence and everything that I stood for. But please explain to me why it feels so good here? Why does everything seem better than with my feet planted firmly on the ground? I mean, it’s risky to be here, I understand that, but then why am I so happy? Why am I so at peace with my soul? My heart has never felt this way. Ever. I’m truly scared to death. I’m not scared of you being gone, oh gravity. But I am scared of your return. For I know when you return, I will fall into the darkest pits of this earth. I will wallow in self pity and my insecurities and pray for your absense. Oh, gravity. Stay on your journey and never let me fall. For that may just be the end of me.
"Life is all about wanting, praying, trying, getting, loving, losing, forgiving, and keep moving."
